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I've deliberately stayed away from blogging anything very personal for the last several days because I am dealing with conflict on a lot of different levels. At some point, you just have to wonder, "Is it me? Am I the problem?"

I've been doing a lot of inner healing work and surfacing and processing a lot of painful stuff. Anger is an emotion I am very familiar with these days. Add to that the fact that I am in a place of "not knowing" as I explore my relationship with God and His Church and you have a recipe for some very explosive stuff!

I'm hoping that as I work through a lot of this stuff, both here and in a Yahoogroup discussion I've started that I will come to a place of peace. I don't think I will ever have all the answers, but I don't think that is necessarily a prerequisite for peace.

++Jesus, I cry out for your healing Shalom.
Speak peace over me and all that is mine.
I need your healing touch
to deliver me from my anger.
Make me more like You
and fill me with Your love for Your Church.++